{"id":147,"date":"2016-04-16T14:30:06","date_gmt":"2016-04-16T14:30:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/annikawesth.se\/?p=147"},"modified":"2016-04-20T19:38:33","modified_gmt":"2016-04-20T19:38:33","slug":"cant-help-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/annikawesth.se\/?p=147","title":{"rendered":"Can&#8217;t help it"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5 r\u00f6rande att se m\u00e4nniskor \u00e4ta. Precis alla sorter och \u00f6verallt och i olika stadier av hunger. Men, s\u00e5klart \u00e4r de hungriga mest r\u00f6rande att se. N\u00e5gon som f\u00f6r en liten stund helt fokuserar p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 \u00a0inneh\u00e5llet framf\u00f6r sig in i munnen. Det kan vara n\u00e5gon p\u00e5 en uteservering, i ett personalrum eller n\u00e5gon p\u00e5 en restaurang eller var som helst.<a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"179\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/annikawesth.se\/?attachment_id=179\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?fit=3264%2C2448\" data-orig-size=\"3264,2448\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GT-I9300&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1401808130&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;3.7&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;200&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.058823529411765&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"20140603_150850\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?fit=300%2C225\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?fit=525%2C394\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-179 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?resize=525%2C394\" alt=\"20140603_150850\" width=\"525\" height=\"394\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?w=3264 3264w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?resize=300%2C225 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?resize=768%2C576 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?resize=1024%2C768 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?resize=507%2C380 507w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/annikawesth.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/20140603_150850.jpg?w=1575 1575w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sen kan mitt hj\u00e4rta verkligen krossas om jag ser att n\u00e5gon f\u00e5r en slags \u00a0&#8220;glimrande&#8221; blick n\u00e4r de tittar p\u00e5 mat. S\u00e5g det ig\u00e5r, faktiskt. Det var p\u00e5 SVT morgon och Claes Elfsberg n\u00e4r dom hade matlagning, som de brukar p\u00e5 fredagar. (MorgonTV \u00e4r n\u00e4stan den enda TV jag tittar p\u00e5. V\u00e4xlar mellan TV1 och TV4 hela tiden jag sitter d\u00e4r och \u00e4ter frukost) Han s\u00e5g s\u00e5 lycklig ut n\u00e4r han tittade p\u00e5 maten. \u00a0Mitt hj\u00e4rta brast. Hahaha <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r jag v\u00e4xte upp var vi n\u00e4stan alltid hos min mormor och hon hade ett enormt t\u00e5lamod med oss. Det fanns faktiskt bara en sak som gjorde henne arg och det var om man sl\u00e4ngde eller h\u00e5nade maten. Hon var f\u00f6dd 1914, hennes pappa hade varit slaktare (innan han sadlade om och blev \u00e5kare, f\u00f6r att sedan omkomma i Petsamotrafiken under andra v\u00e4rldskriget) och hennes mamma hade drivit restaurang, s\u00e5 dom hade inte haft ont om mat. Men, hon och alla som levde efter f\u00f6rsta v\u00e4rldskriget hade sett sv\u00e4lten <em>runt h\u00f6rnet<\/em>. Minnet fanns kvar om att maten n\u00e4r som helst kunde f\u00f6rsvinna. Vi hade faktiskt hungerkravaller i G\u00f6teborg innan f\u00f6rsta v\u00e4rldskriget var slut. De hade vuxit upp innan andra v\u00e4rldskriget och l\u00e5ngt innan masskonsumtionssamh\u00e4llet. Allting kring mat var viktigt. Vare sig det var vardag eller fest. Man skulle planera och hush\u00e5lla. Och alltid bjuda de som kom. Till min mormor kom det hela tiden folk. Och det var alltid n\u00e5gon som satt p\u00e5 en pall i k\u00f6ket. En reservplats liksom.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r faktiskt n\u00e5got jag hade gl\u00f6mt lite. Var i Dikan\u00e4s och h\u00e4lsade p\u00e5 en kompis f\u00f6r ett tag sedan. N\u00e4r vi skulle \u00e4ta s\u00e5 kom det pl\u00f6tsligt n\u00e5gra stycken till. Utan konstigheter s\u00e5 dukade hon bara fram ytterligare en trave tallrikar. Hur dom kunde ha lagat s\u00e5 flexibel m\u00e4ngd \u00e4r en g\u00e5ta, men f\u00f6rmodligen en kost jag gl\u00f6mt av. F\u00f6r d\u00e4r jag bor s\u00e5 v\u00e4ller det v\u00e4ldigt s\u00e4llan in folk helt spontant.<\/p>\n<p>Jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 dem som \u00e4r p\u00e5 flykt i v\u00e4rlden. F\u00f6rutom alla p\u00e5frestningar de lever med, s\u00e5 kan de inte heller laga sin egen mat. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got jag t\u00e4nker \u00e4r mycket viktigt. Man vet ju sj\u00e4lv n\u00e4r man varit p\u00e5 resa en l\u00e4gre tid- att vad gott det \u00e4r att f\u00e5 laga sin egen mat som man gillar. Hoppas alla m\u00e4nniskor som nyss kommit till Sverige f\u00e5r m\u00f6jligheten att sj\u00e4lva handla och laga sig mat.<\/p>\n<p>En sak till g\u00e4llande min mormor. Hon gjorde n\u00e5gra saker som var s\u00e5 goda och som jag f\u00f6rmodligen aldrig kommer att f\u00e5 smaka igen. Det var hennes rabarber- och hallonsaft. Och hennes p\u00f6lsa. Den var s\u00e5 god. Fr\u00e5gade vid n\u00e5got tillf\u00e4lle efter receptet, men d\u00e5 sa hon bara (som hon alltid sa n\u00e4r man ville ha ett recept!) &#8220;du tar lite lagom av det och det. Tills det blir bra&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5 r\u00f6rande att se m\u00e4nniskor \u00e4ta. Precis alla sorter och \u00f6verallt och i olika stadier av hunger. Men, s\u00e5klart \u00e4r de hungriga mest r\u00f6rande att se. N\u00e5gon som f\u00f6r en liten stund helt fokuserar p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 \u00a0inneh\u00e5llet framf\u00f6r sig in i munnen. Det kan vara n\u00e5gon p\u00e5 en uteservering, i ett &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/annikawesth.se\/?p=147\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Can&#8217;t help it&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"sfsi_plus_gutenberg_text_before_share":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_show_text_before_share":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_icon_type":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_icon_alignemt":"","sfsi_plus_gutenburg_max_per_row":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-147","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagsreflektioner"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8oupP-2n","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2687,"url":"http:\/\/annikawesth.se\/?p=2687","url_meta":{"origin":147,"position":0},"title":"#Valloggen 39-","author":"admin","date":"September 9, 2018","format":false,"excerpt":"Valdagen. 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